No Motivation….

I have not felt much motivation to write recently, I feel a lot of progress I have made in recent times has been undone, I simply feel the need to connect in some way with my twin's memory and I do not know the way through…

I had my first proper counselling session yesterday, from 6pm to 7pm, I got on well with my counsellor, she understood me and she was good at summarising what we spoke about. It felt safe and a place for exploration of my grief. In the same way I felt linked into another family on Saturday, that of the Lone Twin Network, we spent about 6 hours together at a restaurant in Camden area. We all felt like kindred spirits and were able to share our stories.

I am fully back at work, I feel am managing better but I don't look forward to staying away from home,I am not sure I can cope, but God is on my side….