Finally I was able to share very openly about how I felt, my hopes and aspirations for the future, my regrets and the terrible wrench I still feel. I repeatedly said with strong conviction that she, my twin was the better of the two. But then again I could rationalise that that is why God allowed her to come home earlier that I might have wished. The setting of the sharing was at my counselling assessment. A counsellor has now been assigned to me, to work with me once a week at 6pm on Mondays, I hope I can get away early from a work meeting next Monday in order to attend it.
I went to the gym today but had to rush off after 10 minutes upon the discovery that I had to sort out a number of things in the City. I am glad I sorted those things out as I am in Hertfordshire tomorrow at my ministry's Support Centre, meeting my boss for a 'Return to Work Meeting'. That should be fun, I hope, I really missed work. I am coping well and had lots of good wishes.
This blog has raised over £60.00 for charity, please keep on clicking on the adverts, if you do not understand what it means please ask me. This has given me some ideas for raising support for my ministry, I am so excited!
Now I must summon strength to return to the gym…...
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