I am glad I started this blog, it has helped me tremendously in my journey towards coping with my loss. I spoke to an old friend from university at the weekend and his observations about me after the loss of my twin were quite instructive.
He recalled that I appeared so strong, so in control and so unperturbed. He noted that he was quite surprised at the time. Now on reflection I accept that I was in total shock and complete denial, it is only now over the past 4 months that I am addressing it and coming to terms with my loss.
I feel confident about the future and what it holds, I am more able to sit back and process the loss of my twin. Though it remains so sore, so painful I understand what I am going through.
My prayer is that I will be able to assist others through a period of immense grief whenever they pass through it. I understand better that people have different ways in coping with grief, that is what I failed to appreciate before.
Our home is bubbling with lots of relatives and it is fun and at the same time I am sorting out a number of domestic chores. I have a party to attend today, am not up to it but I must ferry some of my relatives there. We will see how I get on. Thank you for reading...
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