My last counselling session was not very easy, the counselling was seeking to unearth deep feelings and emotions and thought. I thought I was very good at shielding myself from exposing my raw emotions. I was able to show my counsellor my blog, the pictures of my twin and she remarked how beautiful and happy she looked. I have another picture of my twin but cannot put it up because she was so sad in it. It was the 10th anniversary of my father and she was so tearful.
This time of the year is also so sore for me, because it was this time almost two years ago that I was worried sick about my twin, that I felt I was losing part of me. But again she shared some good news with me, saying the cancer had not spread to her bones. I held on to that piece of news and rejoiced that she had overcome.
I have spent most of today looking for a cheap mechanic to do my MOT, I found one, thanks to Vincent. Some people might suggest I get rid of my 8 seater, but they do not understand that I am too emotionally tied to it, and it remains a link to the kindness and generosity of my Folashade.
I spent the last week on travels to Newcastle and Hertfordshire, carrying out ministry activities. I also now need to increase my Friends International ministry funds to cover the costs of my counselling, you might wish to pray about that.
Now I must make a move, I am expecting a new tenant into a property I manage so I must go and see to him.
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